The Long Hot Summer

Endless nights of horrid sleepless dreams
Too many hours wond’ring what it means
To be this age, so blessed and still not content
With what I’ve done and with what intent
I should have towards the rest of my life
Just know I can’t spend it locked in strife
And guilt pressing down on me until I choke
I have to find a way to live my life right
and cope
Time is rolling fast, too fast and fear
Has dominated too long, relief must be near
‘Cause I can’t go on living this life in shame
This stupid negativity is driving me insane!!